I am young, and I want to live in a society that is constantly growing, the one that can give me the things I deserve. I want to think about the amount of possibilities I have in the future, finding out the job I adore and raising my child proudly in a country that is constantly showing me it needs me as a citizen.
I’m still young, and I’m a force full of energy and ideas. I want to live my best years carelessly, being sure that my future is brilliant, going on adventure and discovering myself. I want to feel that being young is a priority, not a limitation. I want to seatle down when I feel the right moment is, in the place my mother lives. I don't do those things, I try to figure out how to live a better life. How did other states support its people in every life situation, from going to school and the moment you become a parent yourself, to the moment you’re old and ill and they offer you medicines and treatment. I don’t know how it feels when the state cares about your education, about becoming a respectable citizen in the society.
I’m too young to think where did I go wrong and why I’m worse than people of other countries! Why don’t I deserve to be offered a decent job after graduation!? I’m living in a country that has given up on its people. While other states face times of declining birth rates, and are currently making up diverse social policies, my country is screaming out loud in many ways"I don’t need you".
I’m at the age when I need support to start, a career, a family and a story. When you move to another country you feel that support and care. You find some social programs for you, people get interested in you as a newcomer, you are being treated politely in such a way that you are surprised of such basic actions and behavior. An indifferent attitude for your existence in your home country, makes you feel not good enough, a limited person, without perspectives. It kills your inner peace, your ambitions and hopes. It’s obvious you realize there’s another reality somewhere and no doubt you’re astonished. You agree having a lower job than your ambitions, but instead you feel a personality, you feel important and useful, your inner peace and silence are almost reestablished. A great feeling of partial accomplishment, cause the total one will come with the time when your ambitions will line up with your possibilities.